As I write, I realize the
importance of “beckoning intent”, a concept developed by Carlos
Castaneda. I am reminded of Wayne Dyer’s book, Power of Intention, in which he quotes from Castaneda’s book, The Active Side of Infinity. Wayne read
this just before undergoing
successful surgery on his artery:
Intent is a force
that exists in the universe. When sorcerers (those who live in the Source)
beckon intent, it comes to them and sets up the path for attainment, which
means that sorcerers always accomplish what they set out to do.
I want to invite and live in the
Source in this time of personal pain, and I want to retain this integrity in
the rest of my life so I can learn and teach. I experience the Source when I
meditate. Where I learn to listen with an open heart!
When I am truly listened to by Source it’s like a close
friend. I feel my eyes water, and my inner power of wisdom rises up into
awareness. Then what I face in life feels like lessons to be learned. I believe
this: that to give a person the gift of being truly listened to, can enrich
love and inspiration for living.
I experience this listening power in self-help groups,
where Source is working to help each other listen with such warrior love. I love such intimacy.
In the early days, as I started to
grow, I was naive. I saw some counselors, and what unraveled was the revelation
of my fear of life and that I had been living my life without any true
understanding of love … the love inside me. This man’s—this hurt
boy’s—rage at his own upbringing came through with such venom! I grew up scared
to feel how scared I was. Have you experienced fear dominating your life? Fear
of self and of life, I believe, this anxiety kills us early and attracts a lot
of destruction into our lives. I see this so often in men as they open their
mouths to speak about how they live life. The beliefs and feelings of mistrust
and rage surface so quickly. Even in men who appear so knowledgeable, cynicism
breaks their hearts. So let’s do our lives differently!
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